I am terrified I will never be as great as my sister.

I am terrified I will never be as great as my sister.

Whenever you ask why I’m so socially awkward, I want to scream that it’s all your fault.

Whenever you ask why I’m so socially awkward, I want to scream that it’s all your fault. You emotionally abused me everyday of my childhood and made me feel like I was nothing. You were my older sister. You were just supposed to love me.

I know that someday I’ll wish I’d been a better big sister

I know that someday I’ll wish I’d been a better big sister

I am ashamed of my faith in god….

I am ashamed of my faith in god…. because my sister is an atheist

it sickens me when my older sister makes out with her boyfriend right in front of me

it sickens me when my older sister makes out with her boyfriend right in front of me and it sickens me even more when i’m in the other room and hear moaning