I feel suicidal around women. I don’t feel welcome as a man.

I feel suicidal around women. I don’t feel welcome as a man. I am made to view myself as a threat, a rapist, an abuser …I would never harm anyone but myself.

I’ve been self-mutilating since I was 5.

I’ve been self-mutilating since I was 5. I’ve tried to kill myself 8 times. I should be dead by now…