After you raped me, I had wished I was pregnant;
I thought if we had a family together, it would make the rape not real;
You were my best friend.
I lied about my dad raping me because he was abusing my mother and she wouldn’t leave him.
He killed himself when she kicked him out. I’m going insane with guilt.
I was fucking raped, that is what’s wrong!
The more I think about it…..
The more I realize that when he asked me to go the ferris wheel he wanted to rape me from the very start.
and the more I think about it, the more I realize how dumb I was and how it was all my fault.
I often have rape fantasies about the men I like.
I think it’s because I want someone I secretly care for to want me
More than he can stand.
Her uncle raped her….
so did her brother…
She wants my advice…
but the worst thing anyone in my family has made me do is take out the trash… and I wish I could relate with her…
My mother beat me,
Her boyfriends raped me,
I did drugs, slept around, cut myself and had an abortion.
I am your average happy person living a normal life.
No One Knows