I’m so desperate for love that I date fat, crazy girls who abuse me… because I despise myself so much that I’m afraid the skinny, normal ones won’t ever give me the time of day.
Even though we are family, sometimes I hate them because they’re so much prettier than me. Then I remember that the person I REALLY hate is 100% without a doubt is myself.
I hate animal abusers because I WAS ONE …and I hate myself for it.
If, in order to look like this, I would have to have my foot amputated… I would cut it off in a second.
I hate myself for loving you. But i hate you more for not giving me the chance to prove myself to you. I don’t think you’ll ever understand.
I’m afraid no one will ever love me again…. They can’t love me because I hate myself… And it’s entirely your fault