i don’t tell people how I feel

i don’t tell people how I feel Cause I’m scared they’ll get bored.

I’m afraid

I’m afraid I’ll be lonely my whole life cuz I never risked Telling you how I feel

I am terrified that I have breast cancer

I am terrified that I have breast cancer I’m not ready to fight that battle. I’m less ready to die.

Most of you will never know how hard it is just to reach out…

Most of you will never know how hard it is just to reach out… … and touch something as common as this is, without talking yourself through it the whole way. This secret is available as a postcard. Send it to someone.

I’m not as excited as my friends are for our graduation

I’m not as excited as my friends are for our graduation because i have a panic disorder with agoraphobia…. 🙁

he loves me the way i always wished and dreamed someone would

he loves me the way i always wished and dreamed someone would i’m terrified he’ll die and i’ll be all alone again… i’m not sure i remember how to do it.    

Extremely happy people are scary…

Extremely happy people are scary…