The reason I want to get married sooner is not because I can’t wait.
It’s because I’m afraid that if I’m not bound to you, you might leave.
When you say you have “more life to live” I get scared you’ll end up living it without me.
Secretly… I’m afraid to be myself
I worry people will hate me because I’m too negative.
I’m also afraid I’ll poison their outlook on life.
I feel like I’m wearing a mask.
I’ve been wearing it for years.
I’m scared to take it off.
I wish you could help me.
I’m not afraid of the dark.
i’m just afraid of whats in it