The reason I want to get married sooner is not because I can’t wait. It’s because I’m afraid that if I’m not bound to you, you might leave. When you say you have “more life to live” I get scared you’ll end up living it without me.
Secretly… I’m afraid to be myself I worry people will hate me because I’m too negative. I’m also afraid I’ll poison their outlook on life. I feel like I’m wearing a mask. I’ve been wearing it for years. I’m scared to take it off. I wish you could help me.
I’m not afraid of the dark. i’m just afraid of whats in it