That amazing moment

That amazing moment when you realize

I’ve been on a chicken salad diet ever since..

I’ve been on a chicken salad diet ever since I found out my guy best friend told my sister I was too fat to be loved.

I am FAT. And I am afraid..

I am FAT. And I am afraid that if I were to LOSE WEIGHT, I still wouldn’t be BEAUTIFUL.

I’m anorexic..but I like food too much to stop eating.

I’m anorexic..but I like food too much to stop eating. I don’t understand why I can’t stop. I know I’m anorexic because I’m 15, 5’5, and weigh 93 pounds. Every time I look in the mirror, there’s fat I see that I want so badly to get rid of. I’ve cried over that so many […]

He’ll never know I went three weeks without eating..

At 15, my first boyfriend was a gangster. After a  year and two months, he broke up with me. He’ll never know I went three weeks without eating because I thought my FAT was the reason he dumped me.  

My teacher always talks about FAT people.

My teacher always talks about FAT people. Everytime he does, I CUT myself because part of me is sure he means me because everyone else in that class is THIN.

I secretly hate my best friend for losing weight..

I secretly hate my best friend for losing weight because now she isn’t the fat friend, I am.

The only reason i haven’t killed myself..

The only reason i haven’t killed myself is I’m scared I’ll look FAT at my funeral…