I’m sorry I’m the family FUCK UP. I’ll never be as good as my sister. I know she’s their favorite and I don’t blame them. I love them more for it.
Even though we are family, sometimes I hate them because they’re so much prettier than me. Then I remember that the person I REALLY hate is 100% without a doubt is myself.
Sometimes I wish I had a family member in the service just so people would notice me and now that I HAD PROBLEMS TOO.
Everytime I wish death on someone I apologize to god. I fear that one day he will punish my daughters for the things iv said about other people.
While everyone my age got presents for christmas..I got the relief knowing that I can live in my house for another month.
Since I was little I always felt alone. I always thought dad loved his job more than me (now I know he was busy cheating on mom to come home early).
I’m dating my cousin I’ve never been happier But no one sees past the first part….
I told my dad I HATE him and I have blanked him out of my life. When really I LOVE him more than any of my family who are BETTER to me than he ever was.