I’m sorry I’m the family FUCK UP.

I’m sorry I’m the family FUCK UP. I’ll never be as good as my sister. I know she’s their favorite and I don’t blame them. I love them more for it.

Even though we are family, sometimes I hate them because they’re so much prettier than me.

Even though we are family, sometimes I hate them because they’re so much prettier than me. Then I remember that the person I REALLY hate is 100% without a doubt is myself.

Sometimes I wish I had a family member in the service..

Sometimes I wish I had a family member in the service just so people would notice me and now that I HAD PROBLEMS TOO.

Everytime I wish death on someone..

Everytime I wish death on someone I apologize to god. I fear that one day he will punish my daughters for the things iv said about other people.

While everyone my age got presents for christmas..

While everyone my age got presents for christmas..I got the relief knowing that I can live in my house for another month.

Since I was little I always felt alone.

Since I was little I always felt alone. I always thought dad loved his job more than me (now I know he was busy cheating on mom to come home early).

I’m dating my cousin

I’m dating my cousin I’ve never been happier But no one sees past the first part….

My dad ruined my emotional state when I was young and growing up

I told my dad I HATE him and I have blanked him out of my life. When really I LOVE him more than any of my family who are BETTER to me than he ever was.