I fear I won’t ever have a chance again..

Angel would have been 12. Her siblings 16, 11 and 10. I fear I won’t have ever have a chance again because I didn’t want any of them, even though I’m a different person now.

I’m afraid to have children…

I’m afraid to have children… I’m afraid they’ll be like me… and they’ll hurt me like I hurt my parents.

His mother is a junkie and left him two years ago.

The reason I don’t want child is because

The reason I don’t want child is because I’ll always love my cat more than I could love any

I wonder

I wonder what you’re thinking about when you hold our son because I know you never wanted him in the first place.

Sometimes I wish I never had her….

Sometimes I wish I never had her…. … then I wouldn’t have to deal with her father, and court.