When I’m alone and I start thinking of you,

When I’m alone and I start thinking of you, I blast their music just to drown out all thoughts of you.

My parents are very religious.

My parents are very religious. I don’t know how to tell them that I sometimes don’t believe there is a GOD because I always feel alone.

I am now sure I will end up alone.

I’m 23 and never had any serious relationship. I am now sure I will end up alone.

I’d give anything to meet my real parents.

I’d give anything to meet my real parents. But my mom died and my dad doesn’t know I exist. Now I don’t even live with the parents that adopted me. I’m so alone and I always will be.

Even with all these “sisters”,

Even with all these “sisters”, I still feel so alone.

Being alone isn’t all that bad…

Being alone isn’t all that bad… I just fear that it is all I will ever know.

Sometimes, I feel detached like a balloon – separate from my life.

Sometimes, I feel detached like a balloon – separate from my life. I’m so scared that I’m wasting away my life, and I’m not even experiencing it. I’ll die alone, without ever having really lived.

I have never felt so alone.

I have never felt so alone.