I’m so desperate for love that I date fat, crazy girls who abuse me…

I’m so desperate for love that I date fat, crazy girls who abuse me… because I despise myself so much that I’m afraid the skinny, normal ones won’t ever give me the time of day.

I thought I loved you. You treated me like I wasn’t even a person.

I thought I loved you. You treated me like I wasn’t even a person. I never told you how I felt and never let anyone know you weren’t the nice guy they thought you were. I moved on. Now you’re being charged with child molestation. Now I’m questioning my judge of character because, while I […]

I thought I would be DEAD by 14.

I thought I would be DEAD by 14. I was put in foster care when I was 13. I lied to EVERYONE saying you never laid a hand on us. I did it to be the ‘better’ daughter. I called my sister a LIAR, and made myself hate her for calling the cops on you; […]

This is the mugshot of my dad the night he was arrested for beating me..

This is the mugshot of my dad the night he was arrested for beating me and pointing a loaded gun at my head… I’ve been waiting 6 years for an “IM SORRY”… which will never come..

My daddy doesnt want me,

My daddy doesnt want me, I wanted love so bad, that i let my boyfriends abuse me in every way. i cry myself to sleep…my mom hates me. i cut myself and pop pills, and smoke. i haate myself. I was molested at ten. But I found someone who loves me dosent abuse me, and […]

I cheated on you

, the boy I want to marry, with someone I dont see a future with….. Because I’ve never been with a guy who didnt hit me, stalk me, compromise me or continuously put me down… the constant happiness made me anxious. Now I realize my issues hurt you just like they hurt me.

For years I have lied about life at home

yelled at beaten kicked out …. when in reality everything is normal i wish those lies were true

I have painful memories