I have gone to a 12-step fellowship to stop numbing my pain with “substances”..
Only to gain MORE PAIN by sleeping with you.
You don’t realize it, but before I met you, I thought I would never like someone “that way” again, let alone another GIRL…
I was mistaken.
I hope you get drunk tonight, just so you’ll text me and confess that you have feelings for me.
All I ever wanted was to SING.
What happened to never giving up?
I believed you.
I feel so stupid.
Sometimes I get so excited…
…when I see a rape scene in a movie.
I am SO ashamed and frightened…
…even though I could never hurt someone like that.
Everytime I said I love you, I lied.
I wish that my moderate dysplasia turns into CANCER so that maybe you’ll see just how badly you hurt me.