Post Date Aug 19

I had an abortion.

I had an abortion.

I had an abortion.

because I didn’t want my X-BF to find out I was pregnant with is child and hurt him and his NEW GF.

Post Date Aug 19

I always assumed we would come back to each other.

I always assumed we would come back to each other.

I always assumed we would come back to each other.

After 3 years of pretending not to care I find out you are pregnant and worst of all, happy,  I still love you and regret not telling you sooner.

Post Date Aug 19

I had no idea that you were feeding me venomous lies..

I had no idea that you were feeding me venomous lies..

I had no idea that you were feeding me venomous lies during our relationship until I saw the engagement ring you bought for HER.

Post Date Aug 15

I fear I won’t ever have a chance again..

I fear I won't ever have a chance again..

Angel would have been 12. Her siblings 16, 11 and 10.

I fear I won’t have ever have a chance again because I didn’t want any of them, even though I’m a different person now.

Post Date Aug 15

These months of silence have been awful…

These months of silence have been awful...

These months of silence have been awful…I just don’t know if it’s your depression or if that’s your real personality. I must admit that you broke my heart.

Post Date Aug 15

I wish I was ANOREXIC.

I wish I was ANOREXIC.

I wish I was ANOREXIC.

I just want to be skinny.

I want to be comfortable in a bikini.

I’m tired of crying everytime I look at myself in the mirror.

Post Date Aug 15

Everybody tells me I’m brilliant and a genius.

Everybody tells me I'm brilliant and a genius.

Everybody tells me I’m brilliant and a genius.

But I feel too stupid to believe them.

I  waste my life without doing anything.

And I feel guilty for having betrayed them.

 

Post Date Aug 15

Sometimes I lose track of what is real and what is not.

Sometimes I lose track of what is real and what is not.

Sometimes I lose track of what is real and what is not.

And I feel different from other people.

Everything looks simple and it makes me arrogant.

I dare not say anything because I don’t want to be locked up again.