Post Date Aug 26

I am FAT. And I am afraid..

I am FAT. And I am afraid..

I am FAT.

And I am afraid that if I were to LOSE WEIGHT, I still wouldn’t be BEAUTIFUL.

Post Date Aug 26

I sneak to the meat department to have sex..

I sneak to the meat department to have sex..

I sneak to the meat department to have sex with a MARRIED meat man at the store where I work.

He’s 41. I’m 19.

Post Date Aug 26

I lost my faith at five.

I lost my faith at five.

I lost my faith at five.

Post Date Aug 22

I can’t tell my friend I slept with her boyfriend…

I can't tell my friend I slept with her boyfriend...

I can’t tell my friend I slept with her boyfriend…

And it’s not because I care about her. It’s because I care about the other friends I lied to in order to hide my shame.

Post Date Aug 22

I’m afraid the reason why he doesn’t like me is because..

I'm afraid the reason why he doesn't like me is because..

I’m afraid the reason why he doesn’t like me is because..

we’re not the same ethnicities.

Post Date Aug 22

I never told anyone how hard it was for me when my grandma died..

I never told anyone how hard it was for me when my grandma died..

I never told anyone how hard it was for me when my grandma died right in front of me.
I didn’t tell anyone because I didn’t want to seem selfish.
She died one month before my birthday.
And nobody knew that I took her death the hardest.

 

Post Date Aug 22

I wish someone would realize that I’m not as strong as I seem.

I wish someone would realize that I'm not as strong as I seem.

I wish someone would realize that I’m not as strong as I seem.

It’s all just a front to cover up my shattered life.

Post Date Aug 22

I’m anorexic..but I like food too much to stop eating.

I'm anorexic..but I like food too much to stop eating.

I’m anorexic..but I like food too much to stop eating.
I don’t understand why I can’t stop.
I know I’m anorexic because I’m 15, 5’5, and weigh 93 pounds.
Every time I look in the mirror, there’s fat I see that I want so badly to get rid of. I’ve cried over that so many times. I’ve cut over it.
I wouldn’t be so heart broken if I could stop eating. but I can’t.
I hate this.