August 5, 2012
Some days I take up to 12 Oxycodone to try to numb myself from life.
I am selfish. I have it all. I should love life not loathe me.
Category: New Secrets
Tags: life, oxycodone, selfish
You’re the one who can change it. Why not?
If you are depressed then the oxycodone may be effecting you in a bad way. My mother was on oxycodone and then one day she moved across the country on a whim. With no job or place to live she couldn’t afford the medicine anymore. Then she found out about Boron which she started to taking for her advanced Rheumatoid arthritis. She felt happier and less tired without the pills. But she also free. Free from a life of addiction. She can now take Ibuprofen when she is in pain and feel better. Being free, even with advanced arthritis, has made a world of difference for her.
I am sharing this story with you because you were brave enough to share your story with us today. Thank you.
Or you’re taking them because you’re addicted.
The drugs all have side-effects, Oxy is a rough deal all in all. A lot of your pain is from the drug, it’s what keeps you addicted and has you coming back.
Really though, no life is normal- living one close to it can only make things seem more wrong.
The withdrawal from opiates sucks. Seek detox, enter counseling, and move on with your life! You can do it!
I have it all too, and want to feel numb. Don’t blame yourself, it’s a chemical imbalance in your brain. What you don’t realise is that you don’t have it all unless you’re happy. You obviously have what someone else considers to be “it all” and not at all what you want. Try to realise what you do want and then chase it, and then you can stop wanting the numbness.
these little pink guys caught my eye as soon as i saw them. mine are blue and say K9 on them but no matter the color they destroy me down to my core. I know they must do the same to you, but from one addict to another, never give up, never give up, ever….
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