May 24, 2012 by Jenn Please, please, please find yourself some help. You deserve SO much better than this. Vanity is not more important than health, self-esteem is not found through self loathing, and no one is pretty when they are slowly dying. People love you and want to see you happy. Reach out to them. Let them help you heal. You have a long road ahead of you, but sharing the secret proves you want to overcome, and you can do it.