May 13, 2012
I just realized how much my mom meant to me…
Category: New Secrets
my mom died 17 years ago, then i had kids ,and a few years later realized she didnt love me, i am strangely o.k. with this. i wish i missed her, i dont.
Im really scared this will happen to me too. My mom really annoys me (Im almost 30 so this shouldnt be a puberty thing anymore?) and I cant tell her what annoys me, because I dont want to hurt her; but in the end not telling her will hurt more because our relationship will never improve.
Plus. She doesnt even know our relationship needs to improve.
not everyone has to love their parents. some parents are abusive and creul, and dont deserve love. My father killed himself because my mother was so creul, then I was stuck with that bitch for 16 & 1/2 more years. She kicked me out on my 18th birthday, for having drugs in the house. I got them from her ex boyfriend, so I’d tell her I lied about him molesting me. Im 40 now, and still dont have a single clue how to love someone.
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