Sometimes I hate myself for being bothered by your past life…

Sometimes I hate myself for being bothered by your past life…even when I didn’t know you then…

I know I will regret it but that doesn’t stop me.

You’re the greatest thing that has happened to me.

7 Comments on “Sometimes I hate myself for being bothered by your past life…

  1.  by  Jen

    Someone thinks this of me too. I wish he knew how much it is tearing us apart. I wish I didn’t have a past because I love him so much. Someday my past will have cause the greatest person in my life to be gone.

  2.  by  S&S

    I know how you feel, because I feel the same way about my best friend. I didn’t even know her when she did these things, and she’s changed since. But I sometimes find myself saying “Jesus, how could you do that stuff?”

    And like you, she is the best thing that ever happened to me. So I forgive her, and thank whatever law rules the universe that random luck brought us together.

  3.  by  mj

    This was me. It was what stood in the way of a happy future. lesson learnt!

  4.  by  Shar Joy

    No one has the right to judge another persons’ lessons in life. If they do, it is only a reflection of what they do not accept in themselves. What greater gift is there to see another blossom from adversity?? ;)

  5.  by  anon

    My past made it hard to move forward with the love of my life. We are now stagnant and it will always remain that way because of what I did in my past. We may have a future together but I will never have my dreams come true. I was the one who ruined that. There is no going back to change it, although I wish I could.

  6.  by  Cai

    I hate feeling like this about the man I love, I hate the fact that he has had so much life before we met (he’s 18 years older than I am). The worst thing is that because they have a daughter together he is still running around after his ex. She left him because of his illness but now that he’s better she wants him to be doing things for her constantly, and it eats into our relationship, he’s either doing things for them or annoyed because she’s after him for something. I wouldn’t mind so much if it was really for the little girl, but most of the time it’s just generally for the house/or for her personally.

  7.  by  Christel Platt

    If there was ever a post secret I could relate too, its this one. My soul mate was abandoned as a child, grew up hard. I wish I could take the hurt away, go back and somehow make it better.

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