Last year my friends thought a was a slut

Last year my friends thought a was a slut

Last year my friends thought a was a slut.
The only reason i took guys back to my room was so that i could pretend i wasn’t alone….and i could keep up the fake smile.

This year i go home alone every night so my friends can’t judge me,

I was happier when they thought I was a slut, than i am now when they judge me when i cant keep the fake smile up and cut myself…

7 Comments on “Last year my friends thought a was a slut

  1.  by  ctrl

    if you were and are alone, those are not your real friends. I feel the same and as I know they are not the right company, I keep them because I secretly wish things would just solve by itself… please go and tell someone that can help you.

  2.  by  Miles

    You need better friends. Easier said than done, i know. Maybe find a hobby to make you smile and hopefully meet better friends.

  3.  by  #realist

    ask yourself this…if they wernt your friends why would they care? theyd let you get on with it cause franklythey would waste their time bothering with you when you are clearly depressed…

    the fact that you’ve refered to youself as a ‘slut’portrays exactly howlow you feel…do you realise that so many people have no one in the world to care enough about what they do to themsleves…

    these friends of yours where 1. probably afraid for your afety in bringinghome random guys andsinceyou said ‘room’ im guessing they where also in part afraid for their own safety. 2. no matter how often you slept with them you where still bringing random guys home, a habitwhich you have replacedwith selfharming, neither actionis healthy: they are trying to support and protect you 3. they are likely afraid you will get pregnant to a man who doesnt want you or the baby 4. STI’s very real threat…

    iv been in the exact same position, knew this girl before she was doing this and hated watching her disregardall the good in her life tolive self setructively, even when i talked to her about it and told her toopenher eyes she couldnt see how blessed she is…simply putyou need to wise up! some people have no one, some people have no quality of life…stop being so self centred and feeling sorry for yourslef and open your eyes to the things you’ve been blessedwith before you loose everythingand spend your life finding your only gratification in a meaningless one night stand with a man who you mean nothing to!!

  4.  by  Aryalda

    They are NOT friends. You are perfect, find people who apreicate who you are.

  5.  by  ;p;;

    attention whore? Taking guys in? when si that a good idea?

  6.  by  Ally

    Those were not your friends.

    Here´s something I´ve learned about friends. When you´re in highschool, and you see all these popular people with lots of friends, you wonder how come you have none, or maybe one, and it makes you sad. You go into college and maybe make another friend, while popular people make other 30 friends and you get sad again.

    As time goes by, you might have probably made about 5 or 6 friends, which you have most likely kept. Friends you trust and that have never let you down.

    As time goes by, all the popular people might probably have made about 100 or 150 “friends” and have probably kept 5 or 6. Few people they trust, since they have had about 95 or 144 disappoinments.

    Learn to filter true friends. It´s better to be alone than with people who will disappoint you and won´t be your “friends” your whole life, anyway.

    Cheer up 🙂 you´ll meet the right people sooner or later, but don´t be with the wrong people by the time the good ones come along 🙂

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