My life is perfect, but I feel awful and lonely all the time…

My life is perfect, but I feel awful and lonely all the time… I feel so guilty.

He was my FIRST LOVE but he’ll never love me..

he was my FIRST LOVE but he’ll never love me he said so. and i think it’s probably MY FAULT. my only love who i think i’ll always love.  

Somedays my anxiety is SO bad..

Somedays my anxiety is SO bad that I wish our town still had an insane asylum I could go to.

2 months ago I asked a stranger for 20 dollars,

2 months ago I asked a stranger for 20 dollars, I told her the truth. That my family & I are struggling to make ends meet. She just said “No, I don’t think so” and then walked away.

I wish on flowers for you to propose to me…

I wish on flowers for you to propose to me… but we’ve only been dating for 2 months… I just don’t want to lose you… I love you.

I remember once thinking that I wouldn’t care if you died.

I remember once thinking that I wouldn’t care if you died. Now you’re gone and I’m so fucked up. I’d do anything to bring you back.

Sometimes I hate myself for being bothered by your past life…

Sometimes I hate myself for being bothered by your past life…even when I didn’t know you then… I know I will regret it but that doesn’t stop me. You’re the greatest thing that has happened to me.

He uses drugs, doesn’t love me enough,

He uses drugs, doesn’t love me enough, but I still love him. WHY?