I dont want to live a plain normal life

i want the rules broken and i want to live for myself Fuck normality!

For years I have lied about life at home

yelled at beaten kicked out …. when in reality everything is normal i wish those lies were true

My dad died from lung cancer

he was the most important thing to me. I’m ashamed of myself because I keep wishing it was my mom instead.

Sometimes I wish I was a bird so I could fly away

I’d fly so high into the sky no one would ever find me

I feel guilty when I think about my own problems

when I know that there are others out there that have it so much worse

I always wanted to be sick in the hospital