July 24, 2010 by NoLifeOnThisPlanet I’m bisexual. I’ve kissed more than 10 people in 2 years, 11 or 12, one I’m not sure of. I dated 5 of them. I haven’t dated or kissed anyone for just over a year. I have a crush on one of my 2 best friends, but it’s more than her not liking me back. She’s straight, she likes someone else, and she’s never kissed anyone before. She likes me, but I don’t think she likes me as much as most of her other numerous friends. The worst thing is I can’t explain to her that I hug her less often because I feel awful when I can’t help noticing how nice her hair smells or how soft her skin is when she believes that I see her as no more than a friend. I think my other best friend is starting to notice, I’m scared that she’ll say something. You’re not alone, but I don’t know that it’ll make you feel any better.