Twitter Weekly Updates for 2010-06-27

  • I lied about my life because I thought if you felt bad enough, you'd love me. #
  • Daisies are my favorite flower because they tell me if you love me. #
  • You forgave me for kissing another man…..
    But I was never sorry #
  • I only wish you would choose me instead of being drunk every night. #
  • "Mom" left nearly fifteen years ago. We all hate her, but I think Dad still secretly loves her… #
  • I snort ritalin everyday #
  • I hated the look in your eyes when you saw my scars and realized how they got there #

7 Comments on “Twitter Weekly Updates for 2010-06-27

  1.  by  hannah

    that last one is so sad! I’ve never cut, but my best friend does and i’ve never understood why people are so disgusted by it!

  2.  by  justsomeguy.

    ‘I hated the look in your eyes when you saw my scars and realized how they got there’

    My Girlfriend used to cut. I knew about it. I knew there were scars. But when she showed me her hips I was honestly shocked. There were so many and so deep, and the longer I stared trying not to look surprised, the more I hated myself for not finding her earlier.

    She doesn’t anymore.

    Neither do I.

    This comment made me think, and I couldn’t tell if I was crying because I was happy or sad.

  3.  by  justsomeguy.

    I’m ashamed to find it somewhat beautiful.

  4.  by  comethemorning

    The last one literally cut to the quick. I just went through this this past weekend. I cut. I haven’t heard from him since he saw my newest addition. I’m 40…

  5.  by  justsomeguy.

    I guess it’s different being at the other end of the line, but it’s all worked out. It took long, frustrating time, but we’ve both managed to leave it. In some ways being addicted to this is far more hard to stop than smoking or drugs, it becomes a part of who you are and it’s much harder to leave that. The thing that got me was when you start thinking you could’ve helped, just rang her at the right time and it would’ve been okay, but it feels like she didn’t trust me enough just to say she’s upset.

    We’ve been together over a year now, 3 months since I posted that. We both still haven’t, but we’ve been close. Just had each other to fall back onto and it’s been okay.

    I’m 16.

  6.  by  music saved my soul

    i wish the last one was me, bbut no one has figured out the scars yet, people see them, but i tell them they’re nothing, i know i should tell them i cut, instead of lying about it, but i can’t bring myself to it, i have a feeling my parents would just yell at me more, or put me in a rehab center

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