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This is how I feel about my ex boyfriend, as bad as it sounds. It’s just too hard to move on knowing he’s still out there in the world, and I can’t be with him.

I see the beginnings of a 48 hour mysteries episode

i know exactly how you feel…i either dream of her coming back to me (which won’t ever happen) or that she dies so no one else can have her…

I have the exact same feeling. And I’m going through it right now. But mine is a guy. I love him a lot. He was a best friend from elementary school to high school. It feels odd to hang with his friends now. And it gets harder when I see him everyday and it’s hard to see him leave also.

that reminds me of my brother, he used to say that wen he an his gf split.
he said he wanted ‘closure’

I have been there. I have felt that.
It WILL get better.
I promise.

I feel the same way.

I feel the same way.

I feel that way about my ex I took care of him through really agressive chemo.. he got better and left me for the crack whore that he had by my birthday cake the day after my birthday. its been 8 years now I just try to pretend he is dead

I get how some one might be torn up about their partner leaving, but I don’t think until you have experienced your partner dieing that you could understand how hard it would be.
Personally, I would much rather my boyfriend leave me then him die.

I understand this, if taken sort of lightly. The feeling of heartbreak is the worst feeling in this world. And the thought of them being with someone else is even worse. It’d almost be easier to DEAL with death then DEALING with rejection and hurt.

Mine did die and it is no easier I assure you. Never a chance to be together again, hear her, see her, smell her, touch her … gone. I’d rather she be happy somewhere else, at least I’d know that might eventually fail and she’d come back to me. No, you wouldn’t prefer she was dead, you just don’t know a lifetime of second guessing, pain and heartache when every thought of her is that you can never make up now. You might know 2 year’s pain at most but I’m going on 10 and don’t let anyone tell you that you get over a death, you don’t always. I’d rather be dead myself than have to know she is gone forever.

I cant cope without him
I dont even know how I did when we were together
If he was happy, I could let it go, but hes misrable and that KILLS me

I feel that way about a lot of people I have ever loved whether they be best friends who no longer want me in their lives or ex lovers

i feel the same way…every time i wake up and realize she really did leave me for that other girl. i still find it hard to believe she can go on without me..i guess i expect her to be just as lost without me as i am without her.