2009 July | Post Secret Archive

I hit myself in the face most days for being such a screw-up. #
if you weren't asian, I would have left you within the first month. but instead, i've been with you 2 years. #
I don't want to leave you not only because i'm scared you'll hurt me, but because I don't want my family to be right about you. #
One of the only reasons I won't kill myself is because I know someday, they'll all move on and the glory that I wanted will be for nothing. #
The only thing thats gets me though the day is to know that I'll be successful somewhere and you'll be stuck in this town your whole life. #
if you asked me to marry you tomorrow, i would #
I have an amazing girlfriend, an accepting family, and an overall great life…yet I constantly find myself wanting to commit suicide. #
I love him with all my heart and i think he's the one. But i don't think he thinks i'm just a 'for now' thing. #

July 19, 2009 | 1 Comment | Read Secret

i have to be high in order to tolerate going to visit my parents. #
I leave the kitchen at work a mess just to get back at my bosses. #
thanks for the perfume mom, it helps me cover up the smoke sent when I get home. #
im 20 years old. i dont want to go to the girly doctor because im scared that the cysts i get semi-frequently are a sign of infertility. #
i want to fall in love again, but i forget how #
I joined Twitter (and followed postsecret) just so that I could be heard even if people don't know who I am. I'm so alone I could die. #
I only stayed with him because I liked his mom. #
I don't miss you anymore because I've found someone who loves me and treats me well. #

July 12, 2009 | 5 Comments | Read Secret

Updates

I've loved you since we were 5. 2010-01-21
My Grandma is terminally ill but I'm too scared to go and see her 2010-01-01
An online survey asked me to define love... I realized that I have no clue what that is. Most days I think that people just pretend. 2010-01-01
I always post deep sayings on facebook with hopes that you'll like or comment them. Because I think I'm in love with you. 2009-12-29
I'll still laugh at jokes me and my friends made, I'll still smile at cute sayings. But I'll still wish so much to be someone else. 2009-12-29
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