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I do that to.

I check my phone for new text messages from him constantly. Even after we say goodnight. I wait to see if he has more to say. He never does, but i will keep checking because its how i am

You aren’t the only one. I tell my self that I there won’t be a message and it isn’t worth checking, but I always do anyway.

I look for text messages before i go to bed, hoping there’s something from her. I send good night text’s a couple times a week hoping I’ll get some back. I know she’s fine, I just want to be reassured I guess. Maybe someday she’ll get text messaging on her phone again.

This is so sweet. I wish I could say I do that too, but I just know he never did.

I did it too, but it’s because I thought you meant it when you said I’ll call. I deleted your number

I stopped checking because I finally realized that I was going to be fine with or with-out him. It just takes time.

i even gave him his own ring tone so i know its him right away.
its your call by secondhand seranade.
i still havent heard it.
but i wont change it.

this guy i like he doesnt have my number i dont have his
but yet everytime i get a text i always hope that somehow he got my number and is texting me
same with calls
or ill even turn my phone on silent so ill be surprised i got a text from him
never happenss
=[

i do that all the time now too..
it was the last day of tafe we were on da train i bluetoothed him my number…he knew it was me
i neva got a call or txt..it would have been nice 2 keep in touch

I’m in denial with myself.
I say in my mind ‘oh i’m checking for so and so’s text’
when in reality i’m reading the one’s he sent me.
And i’m constantly checking his myspace top friends to see if him and his girlfriend broke up.
Even though i know they didn’t.
God she’s so much more pretty than me
>.<

I’m still hoping, even though it will never happen.
I’ll beat it in the end..

i do it too…i know he won’t call.but there’s always that hope.

i racked up 500 $ in texts back and forth in a month talkin to you, and then u got back with your ex, id pay a grand just for u to say hey

i do that with my email..

Wow i think once again we all have been there I remember once he called me and then said he would call right back….. I waited 6 hours for him to call, it was like 4:30 in the morning and he still didn’t call!!! Then i found out that he was with another girl that night!

I do the same thing. But, he never calls anymore. Its been 3 weeks today.

i do it all the time. and i know he isn’t calling or texting because he is with her…

I did the same.

I checked my e-mails at least 10 or 15 times every day, i kneew i’m gonna lose my mind.
now i’m over it, but i still can not delet one single sms from him, it says that he misses me. I want to keep the only thing what proves that it really happened, that he used to have feelings for me, that i wasn’t just fooling myself.
i’m so mad at him, he took one whole year from my life without giving ANYTHING in return. i feel empty, i wish someone would have benefit from the suffering i went trough, but i’m afraid no one did. Not even he.

It’s the opposite for me. I am the one who texts her. I even leave her flowers at her door with a note telling her I miss her.

She doesn’t even say thank you…

Aww i always do the same

After my boyfriend dumped me, I checked his myspace all the time before I deleted myself from his friends list. Then I still checked it, and just stared at the message that said THIS ACCOUNT IS SET TO PRIVATE. THIS USER MUST ADD YOU TO THEIR FRIENDS LIST IN ORDER TO VIEW THEIR ACCOUNT.

i still check my phone for his calls even though its been over three months since he died. i just keep waiting to see a missed call or text. anything

Hey christen

his last words were

I hate you

im another guy in that does this same thing….i write on her facebook wall about 4times in a week… without a reply from her….. i end up most of the time saying “hey i wrote on your wall about a week ago ” its always a week ago from the last message i left too…..I always tell myself i’m not going to write another message to make sure she saw the notification and that i’ll just let her write me back and not say anything about it to her…… but i always do both….everytime..

I do too. I used to continually send messages, but mostly because his way of doing things is avoiding things and whenever there was a problem he would ignore me for awhile but eventually after I bugged him enough he would answer and we would be ok for awhile. But now he pretends like he never said all of the things he said to me, that he never gave me his home number after he stopped having a cell (he claims I kept it from work) and claims I am crazy and a stalker now. The first time I deleted him from IM’s and social nets – this time he did. I got him a new cell but he got it stolen or sold it and disappeared with the crazy stalker story while I was replacing it so now I have 2 cells – one of which I get calls and txts for him on a lot. I have to make a conscious effort not to try to talk to him now since he is being so nuts about it. It is messed up, he spent 2 months messing with my head just to turn it around and tell everyone else that I am crazy – including my daughter’s deadbeat dad. He used my daughter and insecurities to get me to fall in love with him more than I already had and really messed me up emotionally – and yet for some reason I still love him and miss him. I erased his # on my phone, but when I answer a number I don’t recognize with a 425 area code I hope it is him, Everytime I get a new message or email or IM or txt or friend request I hope it is him… I know it won’t be – but I still hope. I check his social nets pretty much daily to make sure he is still ok and wondering if he even cares how much he hurt me…. and I think maybe hoping that I would see something that makes me see that it isn’t just me that he was so crazy with and horrible to or something to help me not think about him and miss him so much and to allow me to move on… I am hopeless.

I hate to say, but I’m on the other end of these situations to an extent. My ex wants me back desperately, but I’m engaged to another man. I text my ex sometimes and secretly I never want the conversation to end, but it does…

I do that too even though I know he will never call. :/

Ik how that feels so bad cept it’s txting n I always check my phone n lie 2 myself but I rlly no I’m Cing if he txted me…so now I promised myself to nvr txt him again unless he txts me first which happens but I get rlly annoyed cause he always txts my friend he nvr met cause she has an obession bout him it just pisses me off he does that

Same well time heals everything

His name is saved as “no” in my phone, it’s supposed to make me think before messaging him or replying. it doesnt work, seeing the word ‘no’ just makes me feel sick inside. because he is NOT mine anymore and he chose it that way