February 2, 2009
I hate your brother for getting you into this mess,
because when you walk with the monster, you just can’t,
Category: New Secrets
Tags: drugs, love
I DO love you, and I’m so, so sorry.
Its a horrible feeling to when you realize the truth in this..and i hope i never have to go through it again. But i hate the one i loved for giving up love to be with the monster
I know how you feel. I hate the one I loved too for giving everything up for the drugs, but still everyday I hope to find a way to help him thinking it’s not what he wants.
I know exactly where in your heart this secret came from. Im still wondering why he wanted the drugs more than he wanted me. And to think all i wanted was to give him the world on a silver platter.
Me too. But he is an adict and doesn’t know who to deal with issues, his parents never did. Its killing me to watch him. So I left. After 10 yrs I realized the only thing to make him better is himself and therapy. I hate the fact that I love him…and have broken so much of my self for keeping this relationship for ten yrs.
I have done cocaine. And it is a beautiful, wondrous experience. And I would do it a million times, given the chance.
But cocaine is a drug. And should be used in caution. And one should never, ever give up the one they love for drugs.
Trust me, I know. I haven’t lived with my mom in nine years because she’s an alcoholic. I’m almost 19.
You think that’s bad… I used to do 3 hits a night
man oh man doesn’t this hit home.. i’m dealing with it right now.. it kills me everyday to know i’m in love with my girlfriend as much as i am and all she can see or even care to open her heart to is her addiction.. when will it stop? does it ever? it’s so hard to sleep at night thinking it doesn’t but friend i hope everything on your end works out for the best.
“I know exactly where in your heart this secret came from. Im still wondering why he wanted the drugs more than he wanted me. And to think all i wanted was to give him the world on a silver platter.”
It isn’t a question of wanting one or the other. In all reality he probably wanted you both (as most addicts would choose). Truth be told, he didn’t and doesn’t want the drugs more than you. He has a disease, his lower instincts have taken control of his ability to reason. When you’re a drug addict your brain has a way of convincing you that you need that next hit (for me it was heroin) as much as you need to eat, sleep or even breathe. It’s his fault if he didn’t make an effort to get sober, but it’s his addiction’s fault for stealing his heart.
thats ridiculous dont blame him! let him stuff his nose with the snow white goodness of the pony. fuckin i love my woman when i do coke, so dont blame it on the coke, blame it on yourself. YOU are doi somethin wrong
i got my little brother strung out ont dope,coke,and crack…i shot him up for his first time.Now im clean and he’s in prison for drug related crimes
Its never as simple as you think. Addiction is a disease and hurts everyone touched by it.
Addiction is a disease. I’m a week off crack (again) and it’s going to be a lifelong battle. I don’t blame anyone for leaving an addict, and sometimes it’s the best thing for the addict for you to leave so they have to take care of themselves. Because chances are you are caretaking or enabling them to just use more dope.
I am so sorry. It’s good that you understand what you are dealing with, but that doesn’t make it hurt any less.
i liked a guy A SHIT TON, and i offered him all my knowledge. everything i have to offer, which guys were fighting over me for. i only wanted him. and he chose drugs. i’ll never understand him, and every day i see him in the halls. it brings backs memories. it makes me so angry….
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