I cry every day

I cry every day

I cry every day because we aren’t together and you don’t care

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Comment by Evon Subscribed to comments via email
2009-02-27 12:13:34

Me too. Me too…

 
Comment by idiocracy
2009-02-27 14:21:02

i’m the same babe
but he does care
he just doesn’t show it
at least that’s what i tell myself
i want to get back with my boy but we’ve split up 4 times
far out i love him so much

 
Comment by stupidfool
2009-02-27 18:43:08

I know how you feel I am doing all I know how to get the girl of my dreams back we have been together for 4 years. it’s been 9 days and she wont talk to me for nothing.

 
Comment by Zerp64
2009-03-01 16:27:18

I know what this is like. It may not be true, but it’s how I feel. The only difference is that I’m still dating her…

 
Comment by CBlueStar
2009-03-01 20:51:09

i feel the same. and i don’t like to feel this.

 
Comment by gayatri Subscribed to comments via email
2009-03-01 21:24:42

i know how you feel….i feel the same….its been 3 years since i saw him and 2 years since i last heard his voice….i would still take him back in a hearbeat…if he only came back…

Comment by Childwoman
2009-11-23 20:26:54

I know how you feel. I would take back my ex too. I always say the opposite to my friends, but secretly I want him back…

Comment by Taylor Subscribed to comments via email
2010-04-03 16:37:22

I’m the same. Except a lot of the time, I also tell MYSELF I would never take him back after all the hurt he’s put me through. But I know damn well I’d jump at the chance to have him back again.

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Comment by heart broken
2010-06-01 10:40:44

been in love with this guy for a year and a half.
haven’t talked to him in 4 and a half months.
haven’t seen him in 5 months.
i have to drive past his work almost everyday, i always see his truck and it breaks my heart.
i don’t think i will ever be over it. especially after reading the post by gayatri and how she hasn’t seen the one she loves in 3 years.
i would do anything for this guy to love me, he is everything i look for and i’m positive i am in love. it’s not just lust like people seem to think. i used to think i was the only person in the world who felt so heart broken, until i found this site

 
 
Comment by happy doenst exist
2009-03-03 03:52:08

i had a boyfriend for a year in year four
he was the best thing to happen to me
i can still talk to him better than anyone else in the world
and now in year ten
we’re hardly friends
i believe that one day we’ll marry
because i wouldnt want it any other way
but what if we dont?

 
Comment by Jimbo Subscribed to comments via email
2009-03-03 13:18:22

My deepest sympathies to you and your pain. However if “He” doesn’t care then please try to move on. Having a personal relationship burn you is dificult and painful but if “He” doesn’t care about you, than you truly deserve so much more.

Comment by blank Subscribed to comments via email
2009-04-05 13:47:59

i agree with this guy. although ive been in love with someone for years and they know it, i know that im better than that and for them to even notice me again i have to move on. but its rough…really

 
 
Comment by Anita
2009-03-03 16:29:49

You can’t force someone who doesn’t wanna be with you or isn’t ready. Believe me, I’ve tried 3 times. And things were never the same. Keep your head up, stay strong, and please move on…

 
Comment by ear_rational
2009-03-06 00:59:31

you’re not alone.

for the past few years, i write down what i want to say about how much i miss him and love him. how i just don’t feel anything with any guy i have kissed after him.

i never send it.

i have several years of letters and i secretly want someone to find it so they can tell me that i’m not alone.

thanks for sharing your secret.

Comment by J
2009-04-08 10:04:30

That’s really touching. The sad thing is, it makes me wish she has done the same thing…

 
 
Comment by always hoping
2009-03-12 13:12:00

Mhmm, I know the feeling.
He was my best (and only REAL friend) for more than a year before
Then we dated for almost a year
And just a few hours before he broke up with me, he had reminded me how much he loved me
It’s been a few months since
I try not to count
But it hurts so much
You’d think after so long,
If it didn’t get better,
You would at least get used to it
Or your mind would show mercy and be numb to it
But I’ve found that I just love him more every day
He doesn’t really talk to me much now
And it’s like…
I believe with every fiber of my being
that we are perfect for each other
And that we WILL get our happily ever after, our forever
And I just have to wait it out for a little longer
And keep him in my thoughts and hopes and dreams
But at the same time,
It absolutely destroys me to think about him
To think that he’s not mine right now
It rips my heart to shreds and brings an interminable flood of tears everytime my mind slips to him
It hurts to hear his name.

One day though
We’ll all get it.
I know that much.

Comment by heart broken
2010-06-01 10:46:02

i know how you feel, trust me.
i believe the same thing.. that only one day he will come to me and we will be together, but i have to realize that that might not happen. just don’t get your hopes up too high. i’ve told myself that over and over again but i still cry almost everynight because he is all i think about. i check his status updates at least 15 times a day. i hate it when he is going out to a party and i don’t know where it’s at. i don’t drive, but if i did – i would probably borderline stalk him. i’m a very pretty girl and am told alot i can get any guy i want and all i think is “yeah, any but the one i want”

 
 
Comment by Jem
2009-03-20 22:10:11

I know exactly how you feel. I was with the man I love and want(ed) to marry for 3 and a half years. We had the most perfect most beautiful relationship and wanted to spend the rest of our lives together – everyone envied us and wanted to have what we had. The week before he broke up with me everything was still perfect, never argued, never had a sign – he told me he loved me unconditionally. A week later he just broke us up, he couldn’t explain why, he still can’t.
I think about him every day, wishing that he would realise that he made a mistake, hoping that he’ll come round, dreaming that it never happened. But now he’s in Africa with his new girlfriend – she’s not only 6 years younger than me but SHE told me they were together by sending me pictures of them kissing. I died inside.

It would have been our 4th anniversary tomorrow.

Comment by Friend
2009-03-27 00:26:06

Track her down and crush the bitch!

…for all of us who are you.

Comment by J
2009-04-08 10:06:03

Friend, so far, you are the highlight of my day.

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Comment by CEO
2009-03-22 21:48:49

I know how exactly how you feel.

But………….. As far away as it seems……. You will find someone who will NEVER make you feel this way.

Don’t block yourself off to the possibility of that by being sad.

After 6 years and most of my 20s, I was devastated but it’s been 6 months since severing all ties. Yeah it hurts sometimes but wow… I find myself smiling more. I’m happier on my own and now believe again that I deserve love.

 
Comment by Adriana
2009-03-27 19:20:01

I’m not sure how this picture got on here, but I made this picture around five years about an ex that was pretty horrible to me. I’m not happy it’s somehow popped up again, but what can I do about it?

And where did that damned ring go…

There is a happy end to this story though. I did get over him and am now engaged to the love of my life and our three year anniversary is coming up. Thanks for all the nice comments though.

 
Comment by AW Subscribed to comments via email
2009-06-27 13:31:39

Follow love and it will flee, flee love and it will follow…

I don’t like games, but everyone likes a little bit of a challenge…at least most people do.

 
Comment by MW?
2009-07-07 13:44:07

i know how you feel,
me and this guy were perfect. everything was perfect.
we were engaged, and he just left.
its been about a month of us not talking.
last and only thing he said (after this period of not talking)
was i dont know about us anymore.
he left me for another girl, which i found out about on facebook right around the same time he said that. i knew it would happen, he was too good to be true, but i still cant believe it.

 
Comment by Drew
2009-08-01 19:35:23

That looks exactly like my hand.(the guy’s)

Comment by greta Subscribed to comments via email
2010-02-06 12:53:08

thats funny because the girls hand looks just like mine, i even have a ring exactly like that that i wear everyday on that finger

 
 
Comment by Suzanne Subscribed to comments via email
2010-01-14 19:24:29

I bawled when i read your secret because of all the times I felt alone and all the times I thought those exact words in my head i finally know that someone out their knows my pain. Thankyou for making me realize that I am not the only person in the world to ever feel like this.. thankyou for letting me know that other people share my pain.

 
Comment by Ariel Davidson
2010-02-02 18:30:09

I feel this completely. I am going through so much right now with this battle between my heart and myself. He’s with another girl now “happy” is what he says and the last time he saw me last night he promised to call or text or something…nothing…I realized that he lied to me again like he admitted to doing to me yesterday with all the other promises. For the first time in a while I actually cried. I’m working on giving up right now. It’s hard for me to admit defeat I have never done this before I just simply lost interest and moved on to the next thing. And you know what…he doesn’t care anymore…it just sucks! I have never loved anyone like this before I have given all I could in my life that used to make me happy to be with him and I was willing to morph myself into this perfect little robot that he wanted but he wouldnt accept that either. I guess it is true don’t make someone your everything because when they leave you will have nothing. I hope I can start rebuilding soon.

 
Comment by kingofglassppl Subscribed to comments via email
2010-03-23 15:47:42

her name was staci. she’s absolutely beautiful. i’ve never been that happy. she transfered to a college a couple states away and then eventually left me over a fucking instant message. i’m not even worth a phone call. it’s been 8 months, she has no idea i still care and i’m certain she doesn’t care at all.

 
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