I cry every day

I cry every day because we aren’t together and you don’t care This secret is available as a postcard. Send it to someone.

I pretend to be the “good girl”

I pretend to be the “good girl”, when really I’m not. My family has no idea who I really am. If they did…. they would hate me.

I’m running so that you’ll chase me

I’m running so that you’ll chase me, even though I know you won’t

The safe word is Monterey with HER

The safe word is Monterey with HER, not because of grilled cheese in my childhood, but because YOU are about the only man I feel safe with. I haven’t used it yet. (editors secret: I’m really not sure what this one is about, but I thought it was interesting anyway)

I know it’s insane

I know it’s insane but if I met him I would honestly throw my virginity out the window just to be with him. Even though I have kept it from my fiancee, who I have been with for 7 years.

I’m not as excited as my friends are for our graduation

I’m not as excited as my friends are for our graduation because i have a panic disorder with agoraphobia…. 🙁

I say I don’t want a relationship

I say I don’t want a relationship every time I get asked out because its easier then being in a relationship and one day getting hurt.

I want my friend back

I want my friend back