56 thoughts on “I hate myself for loving you”

  1. I know exactly how you feel, I was sacraficing so much to be with this guy, I was transfering colleges to be closer to him, I was adverting my entire life to make “us” work out and he gave up, he quit on us…I wasn’t worth it and I knew that in the end I wasn’t worth waiting for…but that little strand of hope kept me going…but in the end that little strand of hope hurt me more than I ever wanted it to…

  2. I totally relate to this. I was seeing a guy and he called and texted me everyday. We live an hour and half away and we would see eachother 3 times a week at least and than one day he just stopped calling. We finally spoke again about 2 weeks later and his only explanation was the distance and he didnt know if we could work. We still talk briefly at times and I keep going to see him when he calls (no sex) because I still hold onto some strand of hope that he will change his mind, but as soon as I get back home we dont speak for a week or 2. Its a constant cycle that I keep allowing, but I agree that little stand of hope has hurt me and continues to hurt me more than I ever wanted it to.

  3. This is how I feel right now. I’ve been falling for this guy who I’ve been dating for awhile but he never asked me to be his girlfriend. I finally worked up the courage to just tell him that’s what I wanted but he told me he couldn’t do it because he would just hurt me. He says he get these feelings and he’s afraid he won’t be able to control them. I just feel sad because I feel like he won’t even give us a chance, he’s so scared of what he might do, he’s missing out on what could be. That strand of hope is unfortunately still there and I fluctuate between happy and sad. I hope someday he’ll realize he’s a fool for letting me walk away.

  4. This makes me want to cry. I don’t know which is worse knowing how much time I wasted, still loving him, knowing I didn’t make the cut, or knowing I never even was a contender.

  5. You actually make it seem so easy with your presentation but I find this topic to be actually something that
    I think I would never understand. It seems too complex and very
    broad for me. I am looking forward for your next post, I will try to get the
    hang of it!

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