My heart’s wall was built years ago

My heart’s wall was built years ago These days it isn’t so hard to scale, for those who care enough to try.

It’s been over a year since you dumped me

It’s been over a year since you dumped me    

I only cry when I’m drunk

I only cry when I’m drunk…. I’m terrified this is the only time I feel emotions. but I’m more scared of not feeling anything, which is why I still drink.

I sent the boy who I met on myspace naked pictures of myself

I sent the boy who I met on myspace naked pictures of myself I am a boy. I don’t even think I am gay. but I enjoyed the excitement.

I would let you use me again

I would let you use me again    

Why didn’t he fight for me?

Why didn’t he fight for me? I wanted him to fight for me. He was supposed to fight for me.

I hate myself for loving you

I hate myself for loving you. But i hate you more for not giving me the chance to prove myself to you. I don’t think you’ll ever understand.

the only thing i like about you

the only thing i like about you …is your eyes!