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I can’t believe after all that you have done to me and how much you have hurt me, that you still own my heart. I don’t know who I hate more, me for letting it continue to happen or you for hurting me os much, or my parents for making me feel like I have such low self-worth that I deserver somebody as low as you!!
I need to take my heart back for me. I wish I knew how.
me too! and here i was- feeling like no one could ever understand how it still stings after 2 years. he’s oblivious to my begging though; completely absorbed in happiness with the one he left me for. “I’ve given you my best/Why does she get the best of you?” I’ve gotta stop allowing the past to antagonize me like this. “they say time heals everything/but i’m still waiting… ” i wish all of you the best.
What sucks is I was the one that made the mistake and left with her heart in my hands.
I still have hers.
She still has mine.
But I fear in the onslaught of confusion that we’ve both damaged the others too much for repair.
I’m terrified to be without her.
She’s terrified to be with me.
I’ve broken the only heart that’s ever mattered to me.
How do I fix it?
Take it back!!! Nobody can give it back to you!! I know it’s not easy but you’ll figure it out, whatever it takes! you know s/he doesn’t deserve you. one of the most amazing things about the heart is its RESILIENCE!!! And more importantly…. you can never take back the time you’ve lost, but you can ALWAYS cut your losses and make up lost time.
The only thing that is keeping me alive is a singer who lives over 4,000 miles away in Finland, thank you Ville Valo. 3 days ago
I got up at 5:00 in the morning to go out hauling with you, not because I like lobster, but because I like you. Take the hint! 3 days ago
I had sex with my ex-boyfriend, to verify his homosexuality. I can't decide if that makes me slutty or just a good friend... 4 days ago
Im gay but I dnt know what to do cuz if theres hell i dnt wanna be in it. A girl kissed me when i was 9, Im 19 now but im lonely n confused. 4 days ago
I HATE YOU. I'm married to a wonderful, adoring person 4 days ago
i know the feeling… just wish it was that easy
I can’t believe after all that you have done to me and how much you have hurt me, that you still own my heart. I don’t know who I hate more, me for letting it continue to happen or you for hurting me os much, or my parents for making me feel like I have such low self-worth that I deserver somebody as low as you!!
I need to take my heart back for me. I wish I knew how.
Its been over 2 years and I’m still begging for my heart back
me too! and here i was- feeling like no one could ever understand how it still stings after 2 years. he’s oblivious to my begging though; completely absorbed in happiness with the one he left me for. “I’ve given you my best/Why does she get the best of you?” I’ve gotta stop allowing the past to antagonize me like this. “they say time heals everything/but i’m still waiting… ” i wish all of you the best.
I feel the exact same way. Except it has been 3 years. It hurts every single day.
yes Casey- you know this was meant for u!!!!!!!!!
I wish I could say this…
It’s been three and a half years.
But then, sometimes.. I feel like I dont want if back??
fuck yeah!!
What sucks is I was the one that made the mistake and left with her heart in my hands.
I still have hers.
She still has mine.
But I fear in the onslaught of confusion that we’ve both damaged the others too much for repair.
I’m terrified to be without her.
She’s terrified to be with me.
I’ve broken the only heart that’s ever mattered to me.
How do I fix it?
fuck it, hearts are overrated anyways.
Take it back!!! Nobody can give it back to you!! I know it’s not easy but you’ll figure it out, whatever it takes! you know s/he doesn’t deserve you. one of the most amazing things about the heart is its RESILIENCE!!! And more importantly…. you can never take back the time you’ve lost, but you can ALWAYS cut your losses and make up lost time.
(can you tell i’ve been there before?)
good luck.