I snuck off my boarding high school campus

I snuck off my boarding high school campus and got pulled over by the cops naked in the backseat of my college boyfriend’s rental car.      

it might have just been going to museums and taking the train for you

it might have just been going to museums and taking the train for you but for me, it was more. it’s been two years now, and i still hope every day that you’ll come and talk to me, and finally tell me the truth of what it meant for you.

Part of the reason I became a wildland firefighter

Part of the reason I became a wildland firefighter was the hope that it would get me laid … it hasn’t  

I’m afraid no one will ever love me again

I’m afraid no one will ever love me again…. They can’t love me because I hate myself… And it’s entirely your fault  

he loves me the way i always wished and dreamed someone would

he loves me the way i always wished and dreamed someone would i’m terrified he’ll die and i’ll be all alone again… i’m not sure i remember how to do it.    

I am afraid of what comes after high school

I am afraid of what comes after high school I have 290 days left.    

I purposely avoid you in the halls

I purposely avoid you in the halls the sight of you reminds me of my failure    

I secretly take pictures of guys I like

I secretly take pictures of guys I like, because I don’t know who or where “the one” is.