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That I feel like
I don’t even know
MYSELF…..
Am I the only one?
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Too bad I know EXACTLY what you’re saying…everything has become a secret! I don’t even know where to begin when people ask me to share. I would share if I did have a starting point.
I feel the same.
no…you’re not.
trust me.
No, you are not.
I barely have any idea who the hell i am anymore.
I hate the feeling of not know myself-glad to know Im not a lone
No…
i feel the same i don’t even know what to do with my self anymore. and i’m still young enough to be in high school & scared of how many secrets i will have by the time i have my own kids in high school.
I do the same, So I lie about everything…
my friend asked me what secret i would post on here… i told her i didn’t have an answer because there were too many. so many that i can’t even come to terms with them myself. probably because if i think about them, i wouldn’t be able to handle it, so i shove them to the back of my mind, but lately i’ve been finding them creeping up on me…
You are not something you meet or find. You are something you create. Don’t say you don’t know yourself. You make yourself however you choose.
my life is exactly the same..
i know exactly what you mean.
i have no idea who i am at all anymore.
i can’t even make decisions because i don’t know what i like or don’t like.
so no, you’re not alone in that.
I’m disgusted by the fact people can rate other peoples secrets on this website
The importance of secrets are not to be decideded by an oblivious observer
I know how you feel
And however you are, I love you.
For whoever you may be, and whatever parts of you you discard x
I completely know what you mean. I found the best way to get the deep secrets off your chest too. If you have a facebook honesty box, it’s the best thing to just unload on people. They dont know who you are unless they ask you and you tell them, and you get things off your chest that youve been meaning or wanting to say for years.
I feel like you have posted my secret(s). I hide the truth from everyone, family, friends, everyone… I have recently decided to try and put an end to to all of this, but I’m not sure where to start. Some secrets would devastate everyone in my life, so I don’t tell for their sake. I hope this isn’t being selfish, I feel as though I’m saving them from the pain it would cause.
I agree with Phoebe that no one can rate your secrets…some don’t understand.
Canuck,I think in keeping that hurt from people around you, you are in effect carrying the burden of your secrets. And by protecting those you care about you are probably making up for the bad things you have done. It’s quite the opposte of selfish really. Carrying a burden so that others may be protected from hurt isn’t selfish at all.
It’s going to be a lifelong thing to carry that around with you.
I just want to say that these words helped me so much, reading them just now. College is turning out to be harder than I though. You always have an image of who you know you should be, the person you are and then the person you WANT to be. What’s to stop me from being the latter? Thanks again
No. I keep secrets because I can’t let them go and now I have so many people I think might be me crawling around in my head I want to die. Your not alone, everyone (and I do mean EVERYONE) has a skeleton in their closet that they repress in fear. It’s a pain we’ll carry till the day we die and there is no alleviation.
No you are not. I know exactly how you feel.
No your not the only one. I feel the same exact way.
You’re not. I’m so lost in all my secrets that I feel like two seperate people. One everyone thinks I am and my true, dark self.
i feel exactly the same way. its like i also have two separate lives, but i dont even really know the real me. if that makes sense. i wrote a list of secrets ive never told anyone to mail to post secret, and there are already 28 of them. i started the list 2 hours ago…
I know exactly how you feel.
You’re not alone!
WELCOME TO THE CLUB NO ONE LIKES BEING A MEMBER OF!!!
I know what you mean.
I’m sleeping with my ex’s best friend.
I’m sleeping with my friend’s ex-boyfriend and the love of her life.
I blame myself for my friend killing himself.
I wish I was brave enough to kill myself.
You’re not alone. We all have this pain, secrets, anger. We just learn to hold on to the little things that keep us going. The guy I’m sleeping with has the most beautiful daughter in the world and how much he loves her, gives me hope for mankind. The little things.
you are absolutely not the only one.
You are not alone.
Everything is a secret…it eats me inside.
Ruby, you just summed up how i feel, how there is someone i should be, who i am and who i want to be and they all seem muddled up in my head.I never tell anyone my biggest secrets because i hate it when people think they know me well enough to tell me what they think i will or wont like, so i constantly change my mind just to push people away, even though i love them. Im just not sure they love me.
I start to forget which things I said were lies, and which were true. When you lie to everyone and yourself so often, you start to believe it.
yup you sure do. i kinda made it a game to help me remember more and i tend to keep quiet. unless people ask you a direct question you can always work it into a lie you wont forget.thats how i do it. i lie to everyone its kinda of sad and lonely but it keeps me safe.and i tell myself im happy and dont need anyone else everyday and sooner or later i forget im pretending and start thinking those are real emotions. not even the ppl i tell everything to know i hide things from them.
i dare you to make a list of people you trust and tell everything to no limits.i put 6 but i lied i only have 1 me! and the rest are kinda sorta of ppl.
your definately not the only one! i have too many secrets and it’s horrible.. i feel like there is two of me and im never sure of what i want. I don’t know if i cant trust anyone with my secrets or if i just don’t have the courage to tell them to anyone.
This is exactly how I feel right now too … its just so hard to put into words when somebody asks me whats wrong…
OHMYGODNO.
No, you’re not.
I’m a drug addict that “hasn’t used in months”
As you can tell by all of your comments, a lot of people feel this way. As I was looking through all the post secrets.. yours caught my attention. You made me realize that the reason I have been feeling so depressed, is because I feel like so many things are wrong with me and there is no cure..I feel like I am hiding so many things, that no one knows the real me..not even myself. Let’s just hope that things will get better, I have faith that it will. I hope you do to.
you are not alone.
…i still am struggling to sort through my masks and discover whats real and what i’ve created in my attempts to hide my secrets.
help me…i hate secrets.
Nope! you’re not the only one
I have lied to everyone and need help. I’ve lived with my boyfriend for 2 years and i am 18 now. Were engaged. But my mom still thinks i live with my dad and my dad thinks i live with my mom. help?
don’t worry, my best friend doesn’t even know me very well. She even admits it… I simply hide to much.
No, not in the slightest…
Now I do not feel special, I thought I was the only one. Maybe lying is normal, atleast it has been for me my whole life. I wish i had someone to talk to. please reply if you are bored and feel like wasteing time on me….thanks, ME
Where I work, the song, “Where I Stood” by missy higgins plays over the intercom. Every time it plays I have to talk to someone so I can’t hear it…. You’re so far from being the only one that it’s a widely played song.
If you question the selfshness of your actions, you probably aren’t selfish at all. Those who look only after themselves don’t care… and those who act out of concern for only others do carry a heavy burden. At some point you have to ask, what about me? Unfortunately I cannot yet do this without feeling guilty that I am being selfish. And I hate those that I care for for this very reason.
I know how this is. If it weren’t for 1 person in my life I would stay lost.
I know exactly how you feel. Your not the only one, trust me.
No you aren’t. However, you need to decide; do you really want to know who you really are? You have the secrets for a reason.
I feel the exact same way.